My mind is so full of things...

Wow.. I left this blog for quite some time. Imagine in just a few weeks, I feel my head is loaded with stuffs that my body can't comprehend sometimes. Too much knowledge can sometimes damage our focus. It's just because you already know too much. Patut la orang alim-alim tak banyak cakap kosong, banyak benda dia tau kot. I'm not saying I'm alim, hellooooo.... knowing too much doesn't mean I know about religion. Knowing about satan is more like it.. hahaha.. that can really load my head up. That's why I get burdened. If you know a lot about religion your head should be lighter, not fogged up like mine! hahaha...

Anyway, again, I'm not saying I know a lot about satan though. I have been studying more deeply about the One Eyed Dajjal and now I'm being paranoid in everything I see. My point here is, sometimes we already know about the Truth, but yet we still ignore our duties to Allah. Contohnya, apasal susah sangat nak solat 5 kali sehari? Dah tau tugas setan melalaikan kita pun kita stilllll ikut cara salah, betul tak? We preach about the Truth yet we don't stand by it faithfully.


The answer is, we are so trapped in this SYSTEM (created by our enemies) that makes us forget about our duties. Though we must always remind ourselves that there shall be no REASON for our negligence. la hawla wala quwwata illa billah (There is no power or strength except with Allah). Tuhan tarik kita punya daya baru tau nak terkapai mintak ampun. We're trapped in this 9-5 "career", banking system, tv entertainment, false history, masonic leaders, etc. EVERYTHING is made to make us forget. Kalau orang berubah menjadi alim kita panggil poyo. Kalau kita tak kerja dengan company besar kita tak dipandang tinggi. Status and pangkat menjadi rebutan. Ilmu pengetahuan didahulukan bukannya ilmu agama. You see how things are making us think that the Right is Wrong and the Wrong is Right? That IS their plan. If you want to know, Ilmu Agama IS THE ONLY ILMU for us. The rest are just side dishes. Bukannya tak penting. Take Ibnu Sina for example. He's so knowledgeable and yet he puts Islam as a base. Sebagai akar pada semua benda. Now that's the right way. How sad we're so narrowed down to just these few paths. 6 tahun masuk sekolah, 18 tahun masuk universiti, 21 tahun kerja bersama ahli keparat, 31 tahun.. masih garu kepala nak bayar hutang. Trapped. Not that we don't want to get out of this mess, but the architecture of the demon is so powerful you simply can't do anything about it. Actually, we can. Nak taknak aje.. betul tak?

Ponder.. ponder.. ponder.. I hate the word ponder. What's the point of pondering when you don't take action on it?

Itulahnye, semuanya bergantung pada iman...

Other than that, something came up and hope it all goes well. Will update when it's all green light. I've also been busy listening to (despite all the above said, fark) goth metal music, for jamming sessions only. Suka-suka session. I don't have a freaking hobby so lay off a bit on this, ok? I've been listening to it so much that my baby Myra has started to growl!! Oh help! hahaha... she's just adorable.

And last but not least, my Raya this year was so-so. No visiting relatives so it was kinda quiet. But I had fun in Penang as usual. Makan makan makan. And we took hubby to Kek Lok Si for the first time. Glad he was happy too!

So then, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.

*All the above written spontaneously. I might blabber the wrong things. So... maaf zahir batin lah.. hehe..

p/s: blogspot cam taik sbb susah nak load gambar. tahun depan la aku upload gambar myra pakai baju kurung.