Sunday, February 1, 2009

My Baby Humairah



I want to fly away with you, Baby Humairah...

Yeap, I'm a mom now. She was born on the 17 January 2009 at 4.59am. She was 3.49kg and 50cm long. They say I'm a supermom to give birth to such a healthy kid! God knows what I went through. Makes me think of my mom... oh dear... I broke my mom's heart many times. I wish I could take it all back. No matter how wrong she is, she is my mother. I'm gonna call her later...

Baby Humairah, I wanna run away with you to pinkyland...

What goes around comes around.

I'm so afraid my baby will hurt me one day, like I always hurt my mother... If she does break my heart, serves me right. I am always not there when my mom needs me, when she's being attacked either by myself or others. I should have known better how to solve things with her... Unfortunately, I don't know how. We always have this commucation break down. But in the end, I will surrender and give in to her. I love my mother no matter what. The whole world can say what they wanna say, but they can't change the fact that she's my mother. The rest of the world can fuck off.

Baby Humairah, make me happy. With just a smile you make me cry with joy...

And my dad... I'd do anything for him. I'd die protecting him, coz I know he has a heart made of gold. Others may not get him, but I do. He's the only one that understands me. The rest of the world... can fuck off.

Baby Humairah, love your parents... because I'd want my daughter to love her parents until she dies...

4 comments:

biqque said...

jagaaaaaa, nanti i kidnap dia!

elysuhaili said...

baby humairah.. we loves u so much!!! cpt2 besa bleh main ngan sami.. and pls dont ask why auntie skin so hitam .. (dulu aku takut anak buah aku tnya napa aku itam sbb dorg putih sgt) hahahha

Jal said...

comel nyer...... tahniah.... mcm muka mak dier lh

supersonic_teeth said...

:(
this post made me cry.

im sure mama forgives us no matter what we've done. she knows we love her. :) and humairah insya allah will have a gentle soul like you do. :)