personal satisfaction

I just can't wait to get home and soak myself in my tub, with bubbles of aroma therapy essence. Believe me I'm addicted to it. That would be my only ultimate personal satisfaction for now as nothing could satisfy my inner needs, in other words unable to obtain it... Better than chocolate, better than cigarette, better than coffee, better than movies, better than anything else in the whole wide world. My solitary self, pampering myself while listening to DMB playing on my SE Walkman.. priceless. Fuck the world, I want to be in my tub and not think of anything.

Sigh... I sound like I need help.

1 out of 10

I just realized someone has rated me 1 out of 10. Heh.. Thank you for even coming into this blog. For your information, I don't give a shiznit about that rating. For all I know, I appreciate the tendency for even giving this lame blog 1/10. I would have rated myself 0/10. Guess I'm not so bad after all.. yihhaa!

visit these instead:

my favourite indie band
> Projekt AK
my friend's blog
> Beauty in Darkness
> Mrs. Papi
artsy
> devianART

Fall of Dark

From the start
She knew she had it made
Easy up 'til then
For sure she'd make the grade
Adorers came in hordes
To lay down in her wake
Gave it all she had
But treasures slowly fade
Now she's falling hard
Feels the fall of dark
How did this fall apart?
She drinks to fill it up
A smile of sweetest flowers
Wilted so and soured
Black tears stain the cheeks
That once were so admired
She thinks when she was small
There on her father's knee
How he had promised her,
"You'll always be my baby."
"Daddy come quick,
The dreaming tree has died
I can't find my way home
There is no place to hide
The dreaming tree has died."

propose the world has to offer

and then chuck it into the drain...

thanks for wasting my time.