Birthdays & Resolutions

My birthday is near. Which reminds me I'm getting younger and more adorable (not). January is a big month for me... the pokai month, hahaha. My dad, my sis and my daughter's birthdays are in January too. So, few hundreds there, few hundreds here.. but it will be worth it. To see the smiles on their faces when we spend so much moolahs on ourselves. Once a year maaa... won't hurt much. Lagipun, tengah masyuk ni boleh la. Kalau aku tengah pokai aku cakap awal-awal.

And new year's resolution too.

A big month for us all.

My wishlist:

1. gold (kawan-kawan sekalian, marilah beli emas kerana duit akan pupus)
2. new wardrobe (baju aku sekarang macam makcik-makcik!! tolonggg!!!)
3. shoes (seriously I only wear sandals everywhere i go. dah lunyai pulak tu...)
4. make up
5. body massage spa (adeh.. I can't find the TIME!)
6. genting theme park tickets
7. persian carpet (haha)
8. 3D movie tickets

New Year's Resolution:

1. to find a fast way to clear my credit cards
2. lose weight
3. do as many crazy things before my bones can't take it
4. persian carpet (?)
5. to look 5 years younger through good diet and skincare (baru lepas makan roti canai.. haha.. takpe.. tinggal berapa hari lagi 2010)
6. to *kill (literally or not hahahaha) my singaporean principals

*note: shall the mentioned person dies, I swear I am not involved, you dry wit bastards.. hahahaha.... have a great new year!

the Case of the Exes

Hoi lamanyaaaaaaaa aku tak blog. Sori la sebab baru tukar keje baru, asyik tak lekat kat opis, jumpa client, jumpa client, jumpa client. Hari ni aku dok opis sebab bos meraikan Hari Natal di Langkawi. Bos yang paling besar pulak dah nak terbang ke Amerika Syarikat lahabau untuk melihat anaknya masuk kolej.

Anyway, I don't really feel like blogging. Because I came accross this funny blogger and I couldn't stop reading his blog.

My topic today (actually it was last week's topic, just couldn't find the time to write) is....

Have you ever come across your boyfriend/girlfriend's exes, and she/he behaves all oh-I-know-your-bf/gf-so-well? Kadang-kadang meluat gak la. Ye la, kita tau la kau pernah bercinta dengan dia. But that doesn't mean I know less than you? Lain la dulu korang dua pernah bunuh sape-sape patu tak bagitau dunia, ok la. Tapi dari segi perangai, isi hati, perasaan semua tu... aku yakin aku lagi pandai. Kalau kau nak cerita dulu, kau cerita la kat dinding. Sekarang ni, dia bukan lagi milikmu.

Memang kita pernah berbestfriend dengan seseorang. Aku pun pernah ada bestfriend lelaki. Semua benda kita redah sama-sama. Aku tau perangai buruk dia, dia pun tau perangai buruk aku. Tapi bila dia dah kahwin, aku sikit pun tak kacau dah. Tak call, tak ym, tak sms, dan sebagainya. Bukan apa, aku pun dah kahwin. Kena la jaga peribadi. Kita ni bukan mat salleh atau yahudi toktok; dah kahwin pun boleh bersosial macam tak kahwin lagi. Kita ada adab. Kita ada agama. Kita ada batas. Most importantly, orang tu milik orang lain. Sah-sah kita takde apa-apa ikatan dengan dia. Takde HAK apa-apa kat dia. Jadi, jangan la nak sibuk memperbetulkan peribadi kepunyaan orang sebab kau takkan dapat apa-apa pahala pun kalau kau nak memperbetulkan cara hidup dia. Dapat dosa ada la. Kacau rumahtangga.

Ye, aku tau. Mungkin persahabatan tu boleh menjangkau 10 tahun atau lebih. Tapi, tanya la diri sendiri, kau suka ke laki/bini kau rapat-rapat lagi ngan bestfriend dia? Tak kan?? Kalau kau tak kisah, takpe la. Tengok laki kau lunch dengan bestfriend perempuan dia tiap-tiap hari kat ofis. Tengok bini kau shopping dengan bestfriend laki dia. Very open-minded. Sorry, I am not one of them. Kalau kena kat aku, aku lempang aje siapa-siapa yang lalu depan aku, sebelum menerajang meja kerusi pastu simbah air kat mereka yang berkelakuan tak senonoh tu. Hehehe... garang kan? Cak!

Anyway, jangan la disoalkan kenapa ini tak boleh, kenapa itu tak boleh. Memang tak boleh. Jangan tanya banyak-banyak. Kalau nak boleh, pegi duduk Australia ke Amerika ke.. kat sana moden.

But the fact is, sana pun sama, ye. Mana-mana pun sama.


Sekian, rapu-rapu untuk hari ini.

Hukum Hudud

I was thinking of Hukum Hudud last Wednesday but wasn’t able to write it down to share. I studied a little Syariah Islam for one semester and it did leave me with much knowledge on Hukum Islam and how I suddenly turned from Human Law to Islam Law. It is so simple and fair. I wonder why it is not implemented here in Malaysia, where we call ourselves a Muslim country. Allah’s law is suitable everywhere, don’t you think? No, don’t think. How could we ever question that?

Yeah so we live in a mixed community. What does that have to do anything with Islam Law? I’m no pro here, but it is only fair if we say that the law should be put upon us Muslim only? Seriously, it’s not that bad. In fact, it is much difficult to sentence any wrong doers, if you study the principles.

Let me share what I’ve learned before, I’m sure you would agree with me. Most of the sites helped a lot in explaining, but for complete understanding, read all of these three:

1) Menyeluruh - http://tayibah.com/eIslam/jenayah_Islam.htm
2) Syarat saksi hudud zina dan qazaf - http://www.sahabatrimba.com/forum/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=13&t=26
3) Cara sebat - http://epondok.wordpress.com/2009/05/29/pengenalan-hukum-hudud/

Nak lagi tepat, boleh la cari sendiri ye? Belajar kat orang yang lebih tau. Aku pun bukannya pandai sangat. Ada yang ingat ada yang lupa. Tapi topik ni masa belajar memang feberet!!

Okay. Sambil-sambil tu nak cerita la pengalaman buat presentation tentang topik Hudud Zina la nih. Aku siap pakai tudung labuh ye, jangan jeles. Habis je presentation, bermulalah sesi soal-jawab (more like sesi sial-jawab la..)

Ni la soalan-soalan "bernas" yang ditanyakan oleh rakan sekelas.
1) Kalau isteri dirogol suami macam mana?
2) Kalau isteri diliwat suami macam mana?
3) Kalau suami dirogol isteri macam mana?
4) Kalau seorang lelaki melepaskan nafsu kat kambing macam mana?

OKAY NOMBOR 4 TU MELAMPAU LA KANNN... CAN YOU BELIEVE THESE BOYS I HAD TO FACE!!! hahahahahaha.... Keluar dari kelas aje kena maki dengan aku! Korang nak aku fail ke? Hahahaha... Badigol. But they're all my buddies, they just like to fool around.

If you're curious for the answers above, question 1-3: kes-kes ini boleh la dibawa ke mahkamah dan biar hakim mengadilinya. Because it doesn't fall under the Hudud Law.

And for question 4 (I still can't believe they asked this question. Teringin ke woi? haha), my ustaz said the man shall be brought to court for judgement since it is not under the Hudud law, and the goat (poor thing) shall be set free.

Betul ke salah ke, wallahualam... you tell me.


Sekian sahaja lawak hari ini. (not laughing)

Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway

This latest single is so influenced. I don't need an interpreter to tell me that the lyrics are SO NOT FOR A LOVER, but to their "god" (small G to show I ain't worshiping it). In this case, their god = Lucifer, Dajjal (capitals because it's the far end BIG DEMON! haha).

Don't believe me? Go see for yourselves. If you already know the symbolism, how they pay homage, etc. you will agree with me. If you don't, please go do your study before you criticize me.

Kenapa beriya-iya dorang ni? Lady Gaga with her gore acts, Rihanna with revealing suits better off not wearing a string, Beyonce (sorry gals) with her 'ritual' dances (ugly but unable to take your eyes off her bouncy assets (see movie "Metropolis 1927", exactly the same dance), Madonna with her "I-so-know-this-whole-Kabbalah-thing-and-I-gather-all-off-you-at-my-ritual-concerts" and her "downlines", Jay-Z, Kanye and all those puppets. I'm sure you must have one of your favourites mentioned and you must be cursing me. Well, BEP was my favourite, and I'm now squatting down thinking why them? (*cries*)

They are influential. All of them are used, paid, blackmailed, or voluntarily are part of it to simply meant to spread these teachings or to blind us and mesmerize us with their antics, so that we will be... absorbed? influenced? (damn my vocab-brain is really not functioning) MENGHASUT DAN MENGALIH PANDANGAN KITA DARIPADA KEBENARAN. Haa aku nak cakap tu..

And...... I think they want us to believe (or simply they themselves believe) that the Stargate will open soon, hence, thus, therefore, alas Lucifer will emerge from it and doom us all. Shall I say all the propaganda, including music and movies and politics are narrowed down to this sole purpose. The beginning of The End (sounds like BEP's latest album, ya?). Music, I don't have to mention because it has long poisoned our minds with sex and worships. Movies too as you can see now is the "trend" of the apocalypse as shown in the movie 2012, Transformers, Surrogates, District 9 and all. Don't they all seemed kinda similar? Hancur sana, musnah sini, dunia dah terbalik.

This is my opinion. Actually, it's not mine only. I have thousands who say the same, and I can have them nodding to my statements.

At least, don't be ignorant about these propaganda. I didn't say don't watch. Just don't watch blindly. I've watched most of the movies. I also listen to those songs. But I won't let it embed in my head. I won't gag or be in awe either.

Sometimes we idolize our favourite artists too much we forget that the word IDOL also means WORSHIP. You know better than me on this matter, right? Bah, I have my own favourite artists too. I'm just lucky I don't go head over heels with any of them.

Out of point there. Anyway, there's my 2 cents.

Ignorance may be bliss, but little knowledge is a dangerous thing too.
Very dangerous.


p/s: To whom it may concern, if you're still annoyed with me.. I've already forgiven you. (pergh.. sure api lagi) Minumlah Tricajus utk keharmonian hidup. Peace out! :p

p/s lagi: Found peace after E!, MTV, Channel V, etc were taken out from my subscription. Including the E!, MTV, Channel V, etc in my FB.. hahaaa.. you should do the same.

Aku tak faham laa..

Woops.. let me rephrase that.

Aku faham sangat la kenapa korang berperangai cam sial terhadap aku ngan suami aku. Sebab korang takde 'LIFE'! bah-LOL bin to-LOL.

Sometimes I wonder, do they know that they disrespect me too when they find fault with my better half? Ataupun memang dorang pun sama-sama tak suka aku? Maybe la. Kalau betul, tolong la berambus dari hidup aku sebab takde apa-apa faedah pun kawan dengan aku. Buat menyemak mata je.

Listen. If he is in the right or wrong, I will always be by his side, hand in hand bashing up anyone against him, like a great tag team. To make things better, I will go overboard in making each of them look even bad by making stupid stories just to spice things up so our jokes will be better. Dah la info dorang dapat salah. I tak tau la, dorang ni bodoh sangat or takde keje sangat. As for us, yeah, once in a while we like to say that your tits are like papayas and ass as flat as an ironing board. tsk. But then, we'd continue our badminton session, gym session, jamming session, weightlifting session, info-on-the-enemy session (dajjal la, not them), tomoi session, teh tarik session, boxing session, cooking session, diving session, hiking session, skateboarding session, and any other session that doesn't involve them. So please, have all the fun mocking us, we could use some pahala. Kitorang ada dosa gak. Well at least aku ngaku, tak cam dorang... perfect.

I kinda feel 'rockstar'-ish when I knew they can't stop talking about us. Band ke laut tapi sensasi meletop. Sweet! And I feel kinda sad knowing they have nothing more important to yack about.

I don't care about them, really. They're jokers with yesterday's news, news from Fox, always with misguided info. It's just this one person that bugs me all the time. Apa aje dia buat, memang aku selalu terasa and sakit hati. Why? Entah, sebab dia bangang sangat kot? Or just plain bodoh. Or ego. Or perasan bagus. Or hypocrite. Or misguided! Tu la, perasan bagus sampai dia syak wasangka.

I do care... but...

I guess I don't really care lah. Haha...

Bottom line:
You don't like him, I don't like YOU.
Even if you're my MOTHER.


You know, I can write down who hates who in any of the 'clans' or 'besties'. I know who talks about who, who does what to who, who wants to copy who, who wants to steal who, who loves who, and all those silly stuff. But do I talk about it? Come on! My brain just refuse to compute. Plus they're all BFFs now, aku tanak jadi batu api.

Well, okay. Go ahead, continue with your gossips. And this time don't let me know about it.


Tu la Fara cakap, nasib baik dia tak ramai kawan.
I tak ramai kawan, Nabi suh carik 10 sahabat. I ada sebelah tangan aje. Lagi sebelah tak tau nak cari mana. Yang lain-lain tu, Acquaintances. Rasanya dorang salah faham erti 'kawan'. Sebab kawan takkan buat aku camni. Ko patut label diri 'lawan'.

Laki aku pun tak suka berkawan. Yang dorang nak kawan sangat ngan dia pun aku taktau kenapa. Kenapa? Tak payah lah kawan ngan kitorang. Kitorang jahat. Delete je no hp kitorang, FB kitorang, Myspace kitorang, and semua benda-benda yang menyesatkan tu. (hehe aku pun main gak FB/Myspace tu, tapi kitorang jahat takpe. Korang baik.)


"Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?"
-Yes!! yes!!

Kenapa taknak percaya?

Why are we so reluctant to accept these Conspiracy Theories, Islamic Law, Theories on Dajjal? Why won't you people listen?

Now I know why...

My translation, from the arrivals:

1) Dari pandangan psikologi, informasi susah untuk diterima lantas menolak info itu dan mereka meneruskan cara hidup seperti biasa.
Otak kita mengenal info itu dan cuba untuk mengubah dan memprogram semula beberapa info yang telah terpahat untuk beberapa tahun dan otak akan cuba melawan, kerana ini memerlukan usaha mental yang tinggi, dan cara terbaik untuk mengelak usaha ini adalah: Membantah!

2) Masalah ego. Oleh kerana ego seseorang, dia akan membangkang anda dan info anda kerana dia lebih menghargai kata-kata mereka sendiri berbanding kata-kata anda.
Mereka tidak dapat menerima kenyataan bahawa anda telah menemui informasi dan kebenaran yang sangat berharga, di mana mereka tidak menyedarinya terlebih dahulu, dan untuk mempertahankan ego mereka, mereka tidak menerima kebenaran yang anda sampaikan.

3) Kebanyakannya, seseorang itu akan merasa terlalu selesa hidup di dunia yang sentiasa mengejar masa, mereka sendiri tidak mahu mengubah cara hidup mereka dan tidak mempedulikan tentang apa yang sebenarnya sedang berlaku di dunia ini. Terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri. Fokus pada diri sendiri.

4) Mereka percaya dan menghargai suara-suara “Sistem” (media), ia telah menjadi PENENTU UTAMA realiti mereka…


Go do your research. Free yourselves. Wake up!

"Nothing is a coincidence...Everything happens for a reason."

Tolong Click Ads Aku

Weh korang, tolong la click ads Nuffnang aku nih... sikit lagi nak RM50.. (ye baru nak RM50 zzzz....)

Tau tak budak-budak lain semua ada komuniti klik mengklik sesama sendiri? Bulan-bulan beratus dorang dapat.. Aku ni? Setahun baru RM50.. ces... hampeh...

Anyway, thank you. I will click yours too!

Finally, I got Promoted!

Setelah sekian lama aku bersabar dalam kerja aku, 3 tahun, akhirnya bos aku naikkan pangkat and gaji. Alhamdulillah. Ni namanya Tuhan nak aku habihkan hutang and hidup cara betul. I hope I can resist shopping and spending, because my intentions are solely to live the right way... (and to get a new washing machine.. hahaha... dah cam helikopter dah).

So, next month will be one hell of a challenging month. To get to know the products and clients. Yeap, I'm back to doing sales. I love doing sales... minus out-stations, late night entertainments, bribe, and stupid things like that. And I got it all the way I want it to be.

Alhamdulillah... I hope I can prove myself.

Pay Homage

161 Moby Thesaurus words for "homage": acceptance, accolade, acquiescence, adherence, adhesion, admiration, adoration, adulation, allegiance, apotheosis, appreciation, approbation, approval, assent, assigned task, attachment, awe, bend, bending the knee, bepraisement, bob, bona fides, bond, bonne foi, bounden duty, bow, bowing and scraping, breathless adoration, burden, business, call of duty, charge, co-worship, commitment, complaisance, compliance, conformity, congratulation, consent, consideration, constancy, courtesy, cult, cultism, cultus, curtsy, dedication, deference, deification, devoir, devotedness, devotion, dipping the colors, dulia, duteousness, duties and responsibilities, dutifulness, duty, eloge, encomium, esteem, estimation, ethics, eulogium, eulogy, exaggerated respect, exaltation, excessive praise, faith, faithfulness, favor, fealty, fidelity, firmness, flattery, genuflection, glorification, glory, good faith, great respect, hero worship, high regard, hommage, honor, hyperdulia, idolatry, idolization, idolizing, imperative, inclination, kneeling, kowtow, kudos, latria, laud, laudation, line of duty, lionizing, loyalty, magnification, making a leg, meed of praise, mission, must, nod, nonopposal, nonopposition, nonresistance, obedience, obediency, obeisance, obligation, obsequiousness, observance, onus, ought, overpraise, paean, panegyric, passiveness, passivity, place, praise, presenting arms, prestige, prostration, regard, resignation, resignedness, respect, reverence, reverential regard, salaam, salutation, salute, scrape, self-imposed duty, service, servility, servitium, standing at attention, staunchness, steadfastness, subjection, submission, submissiveness, submittal, suit and service, suit service, supineness, tie, transcendent wonder, tribute, troth, true blue, trueness, veneration, willingness, worship, worshiping, yielding

Source: Moby Thesaurus II by Grady Ward, 1.0

Unqualified Preacher

Someone's mother was telling me one day...
Ada orang-orang surau datang rumah nak jemput orang taman tu pergi dengar ceramah agama Jumaat ni. And that aunty was annoyed and said to me, "As I know ceramah agama is controlled by the Government. I bet this has a hidden agenda to it. Entah-entah pasal politik. Entah apa-apa dia nak ceramahkan."

Aku dah la baru menghadapi trauma and pissful day aritu, malas la nak cakap banyak-banyak. Ye la, aku ni siapa? Sedangkan orang-orang surau pun dia rasa macam tak betul, inikan aku?

My arguement is, do we really need to be 'certified' to bring good news to people? To warn people of danger? To remind people the correct path.

Do you know that the khutbah every Friday written by the Government always has its hidden agenda? Maybe not all the time, pardon me. But there were times it was totally crap, talking about yearly bonuses the Government gave their people, political influenced speeches and all. I know because this is what my hubby tells me. And once in a while I listened to it on TV during my 'pantang' days. So much sometimes I felt it was unnecessary.

Orang surau buat ceramah agama betul-betul bagi ceramah pasal agama la, takdenye pasal politik ke apa. Selalunya dorang cerita la pasal nabi-nabi atau pasal kebahagiaan hidup akhirat atau kehidupan cara Islam sebenarnya atau pasal dajjal dan lain-lain lah. Kalau pasal politik sekali pun, kalau tanak dengar, jangan la dengar. Dalam masjid/surau mana elok cerita pasal duniawi lagipun. They should know better.

I wanted to tell that aunty all that. I wanted to say that I am sad that most of us are all brainwashed to believe that only the 'qualified' may preach.

So, as for me, I am an unqualified preacher too. I don't wear the tudung. I wear sexy clothes. I swear most of the time. So it makes me unqualified to bring people good news or warn people of the surroundings that fogged (still fogging) our eyes to see the real truth.

Why do people jump or become defensive when I speak of Islamic laws? Is it because I'm not qualified? I don't have to be qualified because it is the only law we should know. Our minds are made to believe that the system we live in is correct. Plus, this is not about being religious. This is about our way of life. This is about being manipulated by Satan (okay I'm going too deep again).

Anyway, again, because I am 'unqualified' that I failed to convince people Allah's law. I preached the wrong way.

Sedih bila orang gelakkan cara 'kuno' Allah. Tak sesuai katanya.



Sad to say, I, too, am still trapped in this system created by man, and to make things worse, by the Masonic group since our tok jokong days. I believed that my path was already on the right track, only to know I was going the other direction; to hell. I want to get out of this system. I want to clear all the shit I'm going through and live the right way.

Unfortunately, I can only do it myself, and I can't bring my family and friends along, because I am unqualified and the idea is outdated.

Though....!! (background music semangat) I won't give up. Biarlah orang nak kutuk aku ni tak layak ke, tak cermin diri ke apa... I am standing up for a good cause, and I believe Allah will give me the strength to be a better person. If not physically, at least internally...

So forgive me everybody if I ever made myself unclear of my intentions. I just wanted us to go the right way. Probably I sounded cocky. Well, I was never qualified in the first place. Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. In other words, take what you can, leave the crap behind. That's what I always try to do.

Let's walk on the right path. Forget what I said. Let's study this thing on our own. And if anybody would love to share their findings, I am opened to learn more.

Facebook memang buatan SYAITAN

I dunno whether I should delete my facebook account or not.

I'm still thinking.

Kononnya nak putar sistem supaya kita boleh gunakannya untuk sedarkan orang, alih-alih kita juga yang sesat kan? Nak lawan kuasa celaka ni memang takde daya kalau kurang sabar cam aku ni.

Nak ajar orang bukan senang. Nak sedarkan orang lagi la susah. Yang dah sedar pulak terlebih sensitif sebab orang masih tak faham-faham.

Nothing is funny to me nowadays. Like I said before, I'm paranoid.

Masa dalam gelap... depressed.
Dah sedar... paranoid pulak.

sigh.


Takpe la... biarlah dunia ni. Dah tertulis pun, nak buat camne.

Shawl We Wrap? We Shawl!

My dear friend Muna just started her online business and she looks like she's doing pretty well!! I'm an online business owner too at my-kawaii.com, so it excites me to introduce you our new chic on board; Shawl We Wrap. Get hold of shawl designs you rarely see out there. Selendang yang menawan hati! Be bold! Be Chic! Enjoy!



I can tell you, it's affordable, and adorable!

The one I wanted sold out in just days. Waiting for the next stock!

Doa-doa mendapat Zuriat

For my friends who are still trying... Biq pun ada buat post ni, tapi i pun nak post gak la kan.. ada lebih sket. Ini cuma kompilasi doa-doa yang penting dan disarankan. Kalau ada salah sila ajukan.


Bismillah...


Doa untuk dapat zuriat.

Umat Islam digalakkan berdoa kerana ianya merupakan otak ibadah. Di dalam AlQuran terdapat himpunan doa-doa yang diberi oleh Allah untuk kita bacakan setiap hari.

"Ya Musawwir!"
sekiranya seorang isteri yang sudah lama belum mempunyai anak, maka cubalah ikhtiar ini dengan berpuasa selama 7 hari dari hari Ahad hingga Sabtu. Di waktu hendak berbuka puasa, ambil segelas air & dibacakan "Ya Musawwir" sebanyak 21 x, kemudian diminum air tersebut untuk berbuka puasa. Bagi sang suami, hendaklah berbuat perkara yang sama tetapi hanya dengan berpuasa selama 3 hari. Kemudian pada waktu hendak berjimak, bacalah zikir ini sebanyak 10 x, InsyaAllah akan dikurniakan anak yang soleh.

Ikutilah contoh Nabi Ibrahim a.s. dan Nabi Zakaria a.s., masing-masing tidak putus-putus berdoa kepada Allah untuk mendapat zuriat yang soleh. Mereka diduga sehingga usia yang tua dan uzur sebelum mendapat zuriat.

Doa Nabi Ibrahim a.s.



Ya Allah! Engkau mengetahui apa yang saya sembunyikan dan apa yang saya lahirkan, terimalah uzur saya; sesungguhnya Engkau mengetahui hajat ku, berikanlan permintaanku dan Engkau mengetahui apa yang ada pada diriku, maka ampunilah dosa ku.’

Doa Nabi Zakaria. a.s.



Tuhanku, janganlah engkau tinggalkan daku seorang diri padahal engkau Tuhan yang paling baik dari segala orang yang mewarisi

Surah Al-Anbiya:21:89



Dan (sebutkanlah peristiwa) Nabi Zakaria, ketika ia merayu kepada Tuhannya dengan berkata: "Wahai Tuhanku! Janganlah Engkau biarkan daku seorang diri (dengan tidak meninggalkan zuriat); dan Engkaulah jua sebaik-baik yang mewarisi".

Surah Ali-Imran 3:38



Or



"Ya Tuhan berilah aku dari sisi Engkau seorang anak yang soleh. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pendengar permohonanku"


Doa sebelum persetubuhan



Dengan nama Allah , Ya Allah ! jauhkanlah kami daripada syaitan dan juahkanlah syaitan daripada apa yang Engkau kurniakan kepada kami (anak)


Doa ini amat penting diamalkan oleh setiap pasangan suami isteri bacaan doa sebelum melakukan persetubuhan demi untuk menghindar dari gangguan syaitan keatas janin kerana diriwayatkan bahwa setan boleh menganggu apabila pembentukan janin berlaku. Mungkinkah ini yang menyebabkan kecacatan pada janin dan kehamilan Molar.

InsyaAllah... God knows what's best for us all.

Humairah @ 8 months

Dah seminggu Myra demam.. tu yg tak sentuh2 blog ni.. takde mood. But she's getting better. Went to clinic twice, lastly I noticed she had a hard time swallowing, so I suspected that she had sore throat. But previously she drank just fine. I guessed it developed late. So, I took her to PPUM, and true enough, her throat was bad... She's getting better now. Making sure she finishes her antibiotic.

We went to Biq's Raya Open House the other weekend. It was great, food and all. She, as always, had a theme. And this time was "Baju Raya". So the three of us wore our baju raya (I wore last year's, I only have one pair this year) including Myra! Her baju kurung was made by her Tante Fara!

Guess who won the lucky draw (for babies)? Myra and Sami! hehehe... Myra is always lucky in these kinda things. I hope it stays that way. Coz her parents aren't that fortunate in winning anything! hehehehe..










Pics credits to: debygorgeousz and biqque

My mind is so full of things...

Wow.. I left this blog for quite some time. Imagine in just a few weeks, I feel my head is loaded with stuffs that my body can't comprehend sometimes. Too much knowledge can sometimes damage our focus. It's just because you already know too much. Patut la orang alim-alim tak banyak cakap kosong, banyak benda dia tau kot. I'm not saying I'm alim, hellooooo.... knowing too much doesn't mean I know about religion. Knowing about satan is more like it.. hahaha.. that can really load my head up. That's why I get burdened. If you know a lot about religion your head should be lighter, not fogged up like mine! hahaha...

Anyway, again, I'm not saying I know a lot about satan though. I have been studying more deeply about the One Eyed Dajjal and now I'm being paranoid in everything I see. My point here is, sometimes we already know about the Truth, but yet we still ignore our duties to Allah. Contohnya, apasal susah sangat nak solat 5 kali sehari? Dah tau tugas setan melalaikan kita pun kita stilllll ikut cara salah, betul tak? We preach about the Truth yet we don't stand by it faithfully.


The answer is, we are so trapped in this SYSTEM (created by our enemies) that makes us forget about our duties. Though we must always remind ourselves that there shall be no REASON for our negligence. la hawla wala quwwata illa billah (There is no power or strength except with Allah). Tuhan tarik kita punya daya baru tau nak terkapai mintak ampun. We're trapped in this 9-5 "career", banking system, tv entertainment, false history, masonic leaders, etc. EVERYTHING is made to make us forget. Kalau orang berubah menjadi alim kita panggil poyo. Kalau kita tak kerja dengan company besar kita tak dipandang tinggi. Status and pangkat menjadi rebutan. Ilmu pengetahuan didahulukan bukannya ilmu agama. You see how things are making us think that the Right is Wrong and the Wrong is Right? That IS their plan. If you want to know, Ilmu Agama IS THE ONLY ILMU for us. The rest are just side dishes. Bukannya tak penting. Take Ibnu Sina for example. He's so knowledgeable and yet he puts Islam as a base. Sebagai akar pada semua benda. Now that's the right way. How sad we're so narrowed down to just these few paths. 6 tahun masuk sekolah, 18 tahun masuk universiti, 21 tahun kerja bersama ahli keparat, 31 tahun.. masih garu kepala nak bayar hutang. Trapped. Not that we don't want to get out of this mess, but the architecture of the demon is so powerful you simply can't do anything about it. Actually, we can. Nak taknak aje.. betul tak?

Ponder.. ponder.. ponder.. I hate the word ponder. What's the point of pondering when you don't take action on it?

Itulahnye, semuanya bergantung pada iman...

Other than that, something came up and hope it all goes well. Will update when it's all green light. I've also been busy listening to (despite all the above said, fark) goth metal music, for jamming sessions only. Suka-suka session. I don't have a freaking hobby so lay off a bit on this, ok? I've been listening to it so much that my baby Myra has started to growl!! Oh help! hahaha... she's just adorable.

And last but not least, my Raya this year was so-so. No visiting relatives so it was kinda quiet. But I had fun in Penang as usual. Makan makan makan. And we took hubby to Kek Lok Si for the first time. Glad he was happy too!

So then, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.

*All the above written spontaneously. I might blabber the wrong things. So... maaf zahir batin lah.. hehe..

p/s: blogspot cam taik sbb susah nak load gambar. tahun depan la aku upload gambar myra pakai baju kurung.

Buka Puasa @ Pizza San Francisco Wangsa Maju

After deciding not to do potluck for our buka puasa this year, and after juggling between rice and western/italian food, all had come to an agreement to have it at Pizza San Francisco Wangsa Maju. Parking was easy and it's kiddy-friendly. Not to mention air-cond and good food. Price wise, we were budgeting below RM40 per head, and buffet is a no-no when kids are around, especially babies. I'm glad everyone understood the situation. Nak taknak western dan italian la kita...

To our surprise, most of us went to the salon to set up our hair. Hahaha... nampak sangat gumbira nak jumpa member-member. Biq dengan rambut sotong dia, Deb potong pendek terus sebab stylist lama dia telah merosakkan rambut dia (butchered katanya hahaha), Elly and I trimmed and blow dry je kot? Tapi agak musykil itu Arab adakah pergi salon jua? Masih belum diketahui... Skin dgn flower scrunchynye. Aisha and Fara go au naturale...


Steak was on Promo RM12.90

Oxtail Stew (about RM21. Tak ingat harga)

Nachos (RM14 kot)

Lamb Shank (RM23 kot)

Taking a breather

My baby biting me

Fara yang kononnya tanak gambar dia diambil hehe

The girls, with Skin substituted with Sharul XD


Tak cukup dengan makan, nak pulak lepak minum teh tarik. So, we all headed down to Studio Cafe Wangsa Maju next to Aicu Kopitiam, satu deret dengan Cheng Ho. My only complaint is that the price is just a bit too much. Dah macam harga hotel. Teh tarik RM3.90, teh ais RM4.90. Nasib baik teh dia okay. The rest I don't even bother to look. But service was okay and the place was quite descent. But I ain't going back there again.


Biq with her jokes

Myra getting cheekier everyday

Tak puas lagi tu, nak kena sesak-sesak di Danau Kota. The girls bought shoes and sandals. Jalan punya jalan boleh hujan lebat pulak tetiba. That was about 1 a.m. I think. Wanted to go to Mali after that but it was still raining. We headed home and sahur around our housing area with Biq and Sharul.

It was one hell of a weekend that the next day we just stayed home the whole day.

Thank to HubbyMyra, DebNan, BiqSharul, SkinHasrulSami, EllyArab, AishaWan and Fara for making this gathering a memorable one! Lain kali, Zamani cakap jangan lupa ajak dia. haha..

Pic credits to debygorgeousz

Humairah @ 7 months - Walker Shopping

Oh humairah... shopping walker ye? Pandai pulak tu testing-testing. Memang macam mama, belek 2 jam baru beli.. hehehe...

Acar Buah Hajjah Rubiah Lubis

Cheap cheap cheap...
You can't find any cheaper than this...

RM 8 / pack
(approx. weight: 320g)

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Rasanya masam manis pedas gitu.. slurppp...

Selling fast! Alhamdulillah disambut baik. New batch on the way... yumm!

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*pic credit to adarasa

Pengisytiharan Hospital Angkatan Tentera Tuanku Mizan

Today, the Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Sultan Mizan Zainal Abidin has officially announced the Hospital Angkatan Tentera Tuanku Mizan (formerly or aka HATKL 95). Because it is an army hospital, it was quite protocol and kinda grand with big bands playing and all.

I'm one of the contractors in making this hospital a success. My company supplies all the medical equipments and I can say I felt kinda proud to be involved in such a big turn-key project. Although I'm no big shot in it, just a small role. I think this is the only hospital that has a Decontamination System and a Hyperbaric Chamber. I don't know, you tell me. I'm still new in this field.

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part of the team

lineup askar
side riders di-raja
our king
hospital layoutpic credits to azizah

Next... hospital orang gila... teka la kat mana? hehehe...